The Higher we go the lower we feel

Gravity, and timing. As of lately I have been reaching new heights in awareness, and connecting too planets and reaching there understanding. With this comes also a downside. Not to be ashamed of it, but I also feel the low and lower reality of life. I love being high, and feeling all the excitement that the universe holds for us. But I am also connected to the underworld, the world, the lower realms, and my own lineage of ancestry. The reason we are diverse and have emotions that are high and low, is because we are built with energy that reaches both directions. And my energy as of lately has been very much in the higher realms, and since I am here on earth it is so important to be grounded and have that balance center that also is rooted in Mother earth. Because when I then come out of a high, I go down to a low, and instead of crumbling and feeling bad about it, I'm learning to deal with it. In a healthy way, not being hard on myself for being less active, productive or change in pathers. Just like the season, just like the weather, just like the strars. We change all the time, and therefore adapting to emotions, and internal shifts. Is very important for our growth. And mental health, right now I don't have a personal home, and I'm living in hostels, and I'm surrounded by strangers all the time. I miss a place to call home, I miss, a bestfriend to make me laugh, feel safe and heard. I miss a friend that is excited for my success and celebration in life. And I miss a beautiful cat too hold me warm as I cuddle in bed. What else do I miss? Security. Roots, strong enough to pay my bills. Still not there yet, but soon I will be. Because I am capable, I am worthy of abundance, and wealth. It just hasn't manifested yet I'n this realm of earth. Patience, is my key. And also long term purpose, self reliance, and the balance of giving and receiving. Personal and public life. No Mather the changes you're going true, we can always relate in one way or another, feeling a similarly in another is also another way of connecting. All the best to you dear soul, that read my blogg today. 

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Wisdom By Leonard 

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